I'm stubborn. I'm a very hard-headed girl. You can tell me something I'm doing is bad for me enough times that you turn blue in the face. I probably won't do anything about it, until I learn my lesson the hard way.
I met this really nice boy and we are hanging out tomorrow. He is comin into dc with me and he is really sweet. But I am scared. Freddie really messed me up when he cheated on me. I spent every night crying myself to sleep and I was so sad. After a week I put a smile on because people started to realize how depressed I was. It was all fake. Then when I went to Mississippi that gave me the self confident boost I needed. But now I feel like I’m just setting myself up for heartache again and really soon. I know you can’t blame all guys for one guys mistake but I’m so scared to get hurt again
My Vacation has consisted of tanning, beer, socials, muddin, shootin, honky tonks, and a whole buncha family. Mississippi, I love you to no end. Im gonna miss you so much. Im counting down the days til i live here 24/7. I love the people and the weather. I love your 100% humidity and your 79 degree weather while raining. I love the accent and the abnormally hot guys in the area. I love the fact that i have to be dressed appropriately to go out, and not in just sweats. I love the fact that guys call me ma’am and treat me with respect. I love the fact that slutty clothes are frowned upon. 126 days til im home again
I’m am finally home! It feels so good to be back in Mississippi. I don’t ever want to go back to Springfield. 4 months til I go to college. I can’t wait to go back to Virginia and have people make fun of my accent #sarcasm